I'm so damn fed up with myself. Why am I so vulnerable? Why do I let people knock me down so easily. And over and over again, I act like I'm unaffected, even though its killing me everywhere. I wanna scream out loud now. I love you, so much. 1 minute seems to take a year to pass when you're gone. I never did want you to leave. I just think that you don't understand me. You don't love me enough to stay.