Smiled across the hall to you.

baby, don't know if you smiled back.

cause I'm half blind you see. ♥

I just had 3 plates of my mother's beehoon. She cooked damn a lot la, seriously. It wasn't really nice. But I just ate a lot a lot so that she won't be hurt that no one ate. Both my parents, forever having a war. I have to be the peace maker you see. Aw well, good mood these days anyway. So eating more is natural. (: I ate RAMLY burger. The pasar malam one. Super duper nice.

Today's O level MT papers were so easy, I swear.
I only needed more time cause I fell asleep midway.

Oh btw, yesterday I was so bloody tired that I fell asleep at 5pm and woke up at 6am today. Best right? 13 hours of uninterrupted sleep. The second best thing is that my phone wasn't in silent mode, and I received over 7 messages but I didn't even wake up. HAHA. So much for my Justin Bieber's Baby ringtone. I have to change it soon. Mum thought it was my alarm -.-

I bumped into Kang Yu and gang on saturday. And today, Kang Yu told me say he didn't realize I was me. He thought it was some other chiobu and he said he kept staring at me. -.- Even after I walked off, he said he kept looking at my back. Alright, best. -.- But really, I looked horrible that day cause I woke up damn early for the Macs remedial. Seriously.

Pink dolphin guy told me say all my picture's smiles look constipated.

I don't know how to smile properly la can. HAHA. Idjit. ♥

(NE quiz/game today was so cool.)

Anyway, I stopped wearing Zhixiang's ring. Like, finally? I just feel a bit empty without something around my finger. I've removed all but 8 pictures from my phone. The other pictures are all in my computer, in a folder named "zx" which I barely look at. Good thing. I shall delete one picture each month. By then, 2011 would be here. I decided to finally hang his jacket up and keep it into my unused cabinet. I have dumped all his printed pictures somewhere. I seriously forgot where they are. Inside a box with the photo frame I think. I stopped going to 288. I stopped drinking caramel frappe. I stopped drinking caramel cookie. I stopped drinking fugi apple. And I finally have a smile on my face. Although sometimes I hurt when I see you. I'll close my eyes, and walk past, the same way you used to, like I'm not there.

If you smile to me, I'll smile back. (:

Not your cup of tea?

Oh, thats really sad.
Cause I think I'm many other people's cup of tea.
Just too bad you decided to throw this cup of tea away.

I fucking hate my father.
Thanks. Good bye, proper post at night.

Tonned the night away.

sorry for moving blogs again. please do relink.

I plan to erase you away alr.
but, if you ever feel like talking to me,
you know what number to dial.
I'll always pick up your call.
I'll always answer your text.
If ever you want to...
I'll be here. (:
But now, I'll delete you,
if there's no more next time...

Well. There was MT remedial ytd at King Albert Park macs. Rachael's friend, yinji like came. Omfg, macham stalker. -.- And he had to sit directly behind her and like he had to wait for her. For fuck? I don't know. His brain a bit problematic one. Aw well. It was quite fun there. I spent most of the time playing with Junwei's Itouch. Taptap revenge 3. And, some monkey game! (: And we played a thumb game. Its super cool actually. LOOOL. Wanted to play snap with poker cards but some aunty came and scold us. -.-

Alright, after that I went to west mall and walked around while waiting for weishan cause he had to pass me something. I bumped into zhijie and the gang a few million times cause they were camping at the entrance of West Mall. For fuck? I don't know. Well, weishan came, and he passed me the thing. Then we walked around West Mall a bit then he had to head home to study for Chinese. Everyone is so tensed up for MT paper. And here I am, relaxing my ass off.

Aw well. Met up with the gang. Around 8 of us in total. (: We watched the last song.

It was a fab movie. Only thing was that the family behind us was really damn fucking noisy.

Then we headed to a car park rooftop to study.. It was really very cool. I super love that place. There's this really serene mood in that place. Like, can talk to the place like its my best friend like that. Haha, right? Okay, I doubt anyone would get what I'm saying. But yeah. We didn't really study. We played around with my friend's camera and then we just slacked around. Not bad uh. (:

Around 12 plus, we decided to stay the night there. Had a 3am meal at macs. (Y)

Then all of us went to this playground and slept there. Macham some bangala workers.

Not bad uh. I couldn't really fall asleep in that place luh. So I kept keeping this guy awake whilst the others were already snoring like pigs uh. And we kept talking with each other and having fuuuuuuunn. ♥

Hmm, woke up at around 8 30 am? And we headed home.

BEST NIGHT EVER. I SWEAR.

5 months ago, you kissed my forehead and said "love you".
one day later, I didn't know what we were doing.