I gotta go my own way.

sigh, dad says I'm too young to use his canon cam. life sucks. ;( I hate being stuck as a teenager for 7 years of my life. I wanna be a kid. can just go some restaurant and eat those kids meal for <12 year old. some more, its so much cheaper. gah, blabbering nonsense again. happens whenever I feel like blabbering nonsense. sigh. ;( I'm sad.

i don't like how everything he does affects me. don't like it at all.

i wish i can heed the advice that i tell to my other friends. wish i listened to my brain.