Everything fell into place last night. Now it makes sense. Yet, I just feel damn crappy. I don't want things to end up this way. I really don't want. Can things go my way - for once? I hate this. :( after that less than three. I just couldn't stop the damn tears. Were you crying with me? Looking up at the same sky, feeling like shit, like me? I should have seen it properly earlier. Why am I so stupid? We never did fall out of love with each other. You never did. And I thought I was a second "her". I feel like an idiot. Smile always? I can't smile anymore. I don't know. I feel terrible now. :( what do you want from me? Wtf are you trying to do to me? Cause all you're doing is messing with my mind and killing my heart.
