ended up buying hot plate tofu and not curry fish head.
screams. ;'( ;'(
my mood is down. when you said those words you said, i really felt like shit. and i really wanted to say. that i have really loved you. and still do. believe me or not. its up to you to trust me.
why can't i stop these fucking tears. i know, i don't understand anything. i'm foolish. thats what i am. its the way i am. so why did you fall in love with me in the first place, if you weren't ready to accept all my imperfections. by saying this, you're saying that you didn't fall in love with the real me. i don't know what you fell in love with. i don't even know why you love me, yet chose to leave me.
i just feel so unimportant and worthless. not just to you. but to the world.
